Fez Part 10: Some gibberish about nostalgia.
I fail horribly.
Mostly because these monologues are spoken in privacy with no intent of publication. Responsibility free, just wiggling about. Moving tends to increase my creativity, I feel.
What matters is why I feel this nostalgia is bad. I liked those old series, yes, but there's a reason I cut back. I had other things to worry about, my tastes were aching for change. While I love things staying the same, a little spicy makes me feel alive.
I stopped being myself and started focussing on the game to get an experience from it. Games are experiences. Either to teach, share or just expose to.
I learnt via that horrible RP that my stuff was shit because I thought that people just watched stuff. Then I realised my potential was in being smart and observant. Most game-oriented videos are without commentary, or are entirely based on "Man X has 50 health, use fire blablabla" rather than anything speculative or based on contemporary experience.
These videos are just me relaxing. They're me having a blast and absorbing a game while sharing my internal thoughts which I rarely do in real life. Its an outlet. I treat it as such. I do whatever the hell I feel like, but try to maintain a level of respect for the game. That's it, I think. I want to talk, but not treat the game like some useless background object. It's not.
Games are magical and while they're a great medium for projecting an act, mistreating them is bad. I hate Pewdiepie for ruining the game, but I can see that his character has appeal to it.
As I said, though, that's another discussion altogether.
I write stuff that might be worth a read!
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