I may be going on a Hiatus.... (But I'm not quitting)
1I'm not good at talking as y'all can clearly see so let me reiterate what I wanted to say. So because of some things going on in my personal life right now I haven't been able to stream on Twitch or upload on Youtube. Because of my Grandmother being on the road of retirement along with me not letting her know about my channel (and for a good reason), I may not be able to upload as much as I wanted to. I've been busy trying to get on SSI, along with finding employment if I can, because finding work is more difficult for me than it was when I first started job searching (especially since everything is online and has bots now). I am NOT quitting Youtube. I do plan to come back at some point sooner or later (who knows), but for right now I feel like I just can't make any videos for the time being. Especially since there were times I wanted to but just didn't feel like it. And when I do feel like it, I never have the time anymore.
Not to mention not having any ideas for what games I want to play and my Roasting videos not only becoming more hard to execute, but it also feels like people aren't into them anymore. And finding material for these roasts is not easy to come up with, which is why it takes SO LONG to release new roast sessions now. I think I may end up cancelling my next roast video on Mia from Resident Evil/Biohazard. Aside that when I do come back I will be doing the same old things, playing video games, and hopefully I may continue the roasting and possibly come up with some music videos again like I did in the past (once again, who knows lol), or I could come back with financial income and hopefully use better equipment if I'm lucky, so I can make better videos for y'all. I know a lot of you are tired of putting up with my videos and their horrible, shitty frame rate, sound quality, and vice versa.
However to those who have been putting up with the low quality of my channel I do appreciate you all so much for sticking around for the past 5-6 years now. You all gave me the chance of seeing what I do, and just seeing you all stick around like you all have tells me you are here not just for my content but for me as well, as I do miss the old days when Youtube use to be about the creator and not just the content. I came on the platform hoping I would be successful and make money, but the more i done and struggled on the platform the more I realized all the fame and fortune isn't what I want. I just love entertaining people for fun is all and I no longer had any plans of becoming a big channel anymore. In fact having what I have now makes me more happier than the thought of having so many subscribers and viewers. All and all It was all a blast. I still have my other videos and my VODs on here and Twitch if y'all ever miss me. I know I will miss being able to entertain y'all as well. This is the Blue Wolf signing off. I will see you later down the road.
My Twitch: twitch.tv/etrotm12