Thank You.
927Cutscene di Red Dead Redemption 2 ini mengingatkan gua pada seekor kucing bernama Ozzy yang meninggal 2 tahun yang lalu. Malam sebelum ketemu 0zzy untuk pertama kalinya, gua dibawa ke pskiater karena beberapa kali kena mental breakdown.
Dan pagi harinya sekitar jam 6, tetangga gua tiba-tiba masuk sambil bilang, "Bu Nunuk mau kucing ini ta?". Ceritanya tetangga gua dikasih kucing sama temennya, terus kucingnya dikasihkan ke keluarga gua. Waktu itu umurnya si Ozzy sekitar 3 bulanan.
Si Ozzy ini berarti banget buat gua karena dia bener-bener nemenin di hari-hari terkelam waktu d-e-p-r-e-s-i- gua lagi parah-parahnya (dari 2016-2018). Tiap kali ada s-u-i-c-i-d-a-l thoughts dan hampir bertindak, gua selalu mikir, "jangan sekarang lah, lu masih belum liat si Ozzy kalau udah besar kayak gimana".
He literally gave me strength when I was so weak. Belum lagi waktu setelah gua didiagnosa sama penyakit yang kata pskiater gak bisa disembuhin — those times were super hard to get through, man. And I'm so lucky to be alive until today.
Tapi waktu dia udah besar, dan waktu gua udah bisa sedikit kontrol d-e-p-r-e-s-inya, si Ozzy langsung pergi.
Tanggal 28 Mei 2019, sekitar jam 7 gua kebangun dan si Ozzy ada di sebelah gua, tenang-tenang aja kayak gak ada apa-apa. Jam 9 pagi, mama teriak panik, ternyata si Ozzy kejang-kejang. Gak pake mandi, gak pake cuci muka gua langsung ganti baju, terus pergi ke vet langganan sama adek. Dua vet deket rumah udah berangkat dinas semua. Akhirnya pergi ke vet ketiga yang agak jauh. Dan pas udah nyampe, vetnya bilang kalau si Ozzy udah nggak ada.
He saved my life multiple times, but I couldn't save his life even for once.
I could've d-i-e-d already, because I tried to e-n-d m-y l-i-f-e 4 times during that period (2016-2018). But since Ozzy passed, I swore to myself not to give up —no matter how strong the s-u-i-c-i-d-a-l thoughts are— to appreciate his life and to appreciate how meaningful he was.
It's funny how a cat can be my savior. But Ozzy wasn't just a cat. He was an angel.
Rest in peace, my boy. May we meet again and thank you ever so much.
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